No offense, but Newgrounds is a bad place to vent, and the vast majority of responses will only serve to depress you further. This is not typical of life, but it is typical of the internet.
I've found that the less percentage of my time I've spent online, the more friends and the more fun I've had in my life. While at first it may seem like there's nothing to do besides fuck around on the internet, being bored in RL is far more effective than being entertained online, if your goal is to socialize.
jobbob1
how can you be lonely? you look to good to not have anyone to talk to
ENVYthisALT
Noone likes me for me :(